"workaholism"

i wish i could return to just wash up and sleep through the night and wake up to a bright sun-shiny morning after a whole 6 hours(i don't yearn for more, really), uninterrupted.

however in this life of mine, it is just impossible.
i don't even take a bath anymore. i just want to fall into a half-dead,sleep-mode on a bed, then try my very best to revive after an hour or so to continue working.
is this what you'd call "workaholism", or is it just the necessary things that i have and need to complete (unless i want my head on the chopping block)? i'd choose the latter.

i know at this rate,my eyes will continue to burn, my braincells get murdered and my body slowly deteriorates.

my life in the following hours before 3pm depends on whether i come back to life.