Thursday, April 8, 2010

where are you, motivation?

this is either a sign of burn-out, or depression, or both.
I've been sleeping so much, yet getting up tired, to go back to sleep again. If not, i get up, and continue being moody.
When i manage to drag myself to school, i do anything other than what i'm supposed to do, which adds to the depression because i am totally aware of the time wasted.
Maybe i'm running away from something, school maybe? (well this is a first)

i keep thinking i won't make it for my BA(hons) year. somehow i know i will, but i can't help but think i won't perform up to expectations. my expectations. 0: (

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