i'm just too naive

i believe everyone, especially ones i respect, to the extent that i forget to question intentions. how can i, how could i ?





i can't handle all these. so i had fried carrot cake, and another yong tau foo with mee pok, and then puked it all out.
loser, i'm a loser this way

how can i submit this? the juxtaposition is just NOT ME. FUCK

p/s:
pilly, thanks for all the advice and making me realise a lot of crap that i put myself through.
lye, thanks for listening and being ever so patient with me
everyone, today's just not a good day. i hate being touched and spoken to today. i hate friendliness today. i just want to be alone because i suck so much