*image updated 01/07/2009

the things that distract me take me away from reality, into this dream-like state that leaves me so relaxed, that everytime i stretch something magical fills my body, and i let out a constipated sigh.

then i regain consciousness again. and its back to work.


i can't document the plate i am working on right now. i left my camera charger with the battery charging in the workshop before exiting to work right outside it.
anyway, i just had my dalily intake of soya beancurd with a youtiao that complements it.
I have been telling myself to stop taking it altogether, or maybe have it without the addition of the youtiao or the butterfly bun. Sometimes i set rules to eating particular foods that i can't seem to change them. these words that are programmed just by a simple telling to a friend works like magic, a spell that cannot be undone. The truth is, I am getting fatter by the day (due to not excercising and bingeing) and i suspect that it could be caused by the oil content in the youtiao, which may be true. But i can't seem to be able to stop myself from eating the forbidden food, well i don't like it much anyway, i eat it just so my beancurd won't taste that plain. Then again, i didn't use to take beancurd with anything. i used to have it plain. Well, hope i will be able to stay away from it tomorrow.

Previewing Talk Talk as recommended again. I like i better now as compared to previously when i first heard it, probably because i was not listening to it at the right time. Now its all quiet ( except for the air con vents booming in the background) and its me all alone here, in the depths of the huge facade of what is called the building of the year ( oh, that's so passe)

carving time is when there are seats

i'm really glad to have been invited to Instinc for the sharing session .

we came in when it had already begun

i liked the idea of having a sort of short feedback and crit session
after each talk given by the artists' in residence of the studio/gallery

love sminthaye's cine colle-ed drypoints that fell off
from the original piece

parked stuff at the circus before heading for a late lunch/early dinner
don''t know why i chose this when i know that i always
feel nauseous whenever the oil content is too high. and, i don't
even enjoy having prawn.

at central's foodcourt having our lunch/dinner

i'm taking stuff about to carve/create/draw these days.
don't have much time left for the completion of this proj.
as long as there's some place where i can sit, it's
carving/drawing time!

another carving today. two more to go and 20 more acrylic plates to go.
catacombs today:

high on red bull

what's with the sarcasm and on off camaraderie

got sketches photocopied and transferred for the other carvings for the wall


need carving tools so badly. come on, let me have them back.